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Left the job at KPMG.really sad to leave the team aft so much we've been thru and aft reaching a certain bonding level with them.BUT it also spells the new beginning of my holidays once again!have been rushing through my cosplay and been out with friends day and night.didnt go clubbing aft butter fact and my friend Nix caught H1n1 during my faculty camp sparking the start of my "quarantine" days.
SO here went my quarantine:
yum cha at chinatown with ah boy
uniform outing with YTF
nights and days at home doing my ex-caliburn
ZARA shopping with IRIS!
though the camp ended abruptly, nice memories were taken away and i love the guys.we are going for a night picnic tmr at the barrage!yay!i am so excited about life now and french lessons with my boy on fri night!thru the days and nights we have slogged thru (or rather he has slogged thru for me) i realised that our bond has grew stronger and we can even hold hands tgt while sleeping and wake up with a kiss on my forehead!i love how i am tucked safe and sound in bed and how he swept me up (tried) to sleep on bed when i fell asleep at the sofa outta fatigue.really appreciative really sweet and the amt of graciousness and gratitude are beyond description.
THAT aside, my extensions are dropping one bundle a day.I am waiting till it hits ten before i head down to that goddamn place to fix it.OH and never in my dreams would i even think of owning MAC brushes and cosmetics but my boy just bought it for me.so now i am like building MAC empire in my room.: )OH and Why is it MY room and not MY hostel?!CAUSE BLOODY EUSOFF HALL REJECTED ME!WTF MAN.u guys will regret such a valuable asset like me and ah peng in your HALL.LOL.i rly hope i can get my license soon and my dad will just get me a mini red car for my next bday.That will be my birthday wish for next yr!haa..my presents just keep getting bigger and pricier by the age.OH WELLS i gotta take picts of my makeup empire soon and show ya guys!CIAO!
I am learning how to play like jason mraz.how to apply my hello kitty eyeshadows properly with the increasing need to buy brushes and how my skin sensitivity problem can be solved immed.
really sorry people but i can't go out in the sun for a week due to my skin sensitivity.
SO WHY THE SENSITIVITY??
cuz i went to a salon one day and requested to colour and perm my hair at one go.the result?drastic and least satisfactory.i dare say i will nt take picts for the time being.so due to the harsh chemicals seeping through my pores my skin got affected and now its flaking and making way for new skin.SO at the meantime do not be surprised if u see BIG white flakes on my head.its definitely not dandruff!hahas but due to the new epidermic layer i have to stay away frm the sun for the time being or it will be really scratchy and fugly.:/i need a BIG HAT or at least a cap to cover me frm the sun.i guess my skin just keeps renewing like nobody's business esp on my face too.
next fri i will go for lessons and tonight i will be coaching penguin chem!hope i can rmb everything!hahahas...my company's ppl are fussing over a domokun pencil case now.WOW.hahaha...
TOTALLY exhausted today.While i was having lunch with mei ling we just didn't talk much and my head was getting super dizzy from fatigue.i REALLY need a break.my colleagues were concerned bout my fake "demise" and i felt super guilty.still,i ain't gonna say anything bout it. My isetan job is blown due to cosplay.damn.i seriously don't know how to manage my finances but at the same time i will just sit down and talk to my dad.I am going to ask two hundred dollars from him to finance my uni shopping.LOL.niways,life is a blast at the moment and i hope there will not be ANYMORE downsides all small talks.i m RLY happy and i hate it when someone tries to bring it down.i feel so fucking exhausted within this short span of three days frm all the things happening.till now i m still short of words to say cos i m like really brain dead.my rest was wasted.totally.
on the side note again...
HAPPY BDAY IN ADV JLO and yay to the pri sch outing this fri!
CONGRATS JAMES FOR BEING ATTACHED!:D
really happy for u guys:)
i just feel so tired explaining.re-explaining myself.
HURT. DISSAPOINTMENT. ULTRA FUCKED UP.
and now i just feel my heart breaking into tiny pieces.
i don't know what to react anymore.how to mend things back.i will just go with the flow.
I KNOW THAT IS NT 3D.
We borrowed flowers frm the florist. Either way, i have signed up for rovers camp with the peeps and SDE camp which is like end of this mth!can't wait for uni life to start.the bumps, jitters and studying with older guys calling them friends instead of seniors.had a good talk with Ling aft so long and i really missed catching up with everyone.seems like catching up is like a never ending thing:)i am going to meet the list of ppl i have during JC days before i enter Uni!yay!life is seriously great now!!
i have LOADS LOADS LOADS of photos to put up!tonight i am gonna meet ah ping to discuss our hostel stay and camps!!soooo egg-cited!i m just glad that i am able to be with these ppl though i sincerely hoped trup and ya ya could stay with us!it would be mega loads of fun!i am so looking forward to NUS.though the school seems old but the culture seems so vibrant: )
back to last wk,i was slogging for the accounting conference and i clocked in like more than 10 hours of OT!!perhaps more than 20 but it has worn me out thru and thru.despite all the fatigue,i managed to crawl to a nail salon at the AMARA and got my mani/pedi done finally!!slept halfway and my colleague made a joke outta it the next day.conference was fun and i made loads of friends from audit and ras.i have come to a realization that colleagues are friends and there is still warmth in that miniscule office space..i really love overnights and ppl going nuts with ya...
anyway just a lil small note for those who are not with me for this period of time i have submitted my uni application!!chose AKI in the end cos SMU econs rejected me haha.Also, on the side note,i have collected my cosplay costume last sat.pls do support us on cosfest this july!apart from the disgusting bra of a wig (u know what i mean when u see it) the costume looks like sabre!
sorry if my post looks as though it comes in parts but thats just me: ) these days i have been spending time with dear and i really love hanging out with him.its really diff n there's this sweet peace whenever i look at him.not that i have recovered fully but yes,i am progressing well: )shall upload more photos and take more pics of restaurants that we've been to and other random picts.happy and carefree: )
Cheris in Anon
Into the looking glass
at the endless meadows
where nothing pass
The wind cry a single song
a symphony unheard of
made known to all
Sitting at the rocks
was a yellow tart
feathers afluff
eyes apenny wide
dangers lurking wide
you stood there arms a wide
i stood there unfaze
for you made me safe
love thee with all thy heart
for the meadows looked green
with envy
into the looking glass.
