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sometimes...i feel like i wanna give up all the stuff i've been trying to established...i'm sick and really exhausted.5 mths seem so short yet it feels like eternity.hmm...have fallen ill today but thanks to all my frens.u guys made my day:)sweet lil' jodi bought sakae sushi for me, and the rest gave their individual words of concern..each day i count my blessings and accumulate all those lil happiness.seriously, do all these REALLY help?i dunno...i feel nth everyday..and recently,2 days ago, i realise sth weird bout my classmate...he seem to be asking me qns that seem perfectly normal but there's this fishy slant that i can't seem to put my fingers on..he likes me or he takes me for someone else?i hope i'm really wrong bout my judgement cos i really dunno wad to do if the time comes..i'm not in the right mind to think bout such things...
another thing peep...u know the iNNovation filmin thing rite?i got to know this guy who's really nice and decent..got a "tiny" crush on him...haha.we did romantic scenes and it just occured to me that really,it's been a long long time such romantic things happened to me.i wonder if there is a chance in life to find that person in my dreams doing romantic stuff..i promise i wun appear expressionless again.yea...and well that was the filming,luckily we didn't have to "relive" the scenes again, it'll be too much for me..hahas:)anyway cutie(his real name is a secret!) helped me sell off my hp and he was really very nice sending me to the dinner all the way frm t.p to bishan even though his hse is like miles and extremely far away.but i feel that deep inside he's someone i can't really uds and see thru for the first time.he is complex.i wonder whether i will be able to know him further..hmm..complexity isn't my forte and i'm really afraid where all these is going..best frens?or?
11.15pm
we were chatting on msn
he said "heys i really need to go"
me"u okay?"
he said"i've got sth on"
me"okies...u really ok?"
he said"talk to u another time"
and he just left leaving me all puzzled and worried...
