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Saturday, November 17, 2007
U and me and Us 9:10 PM

Dark Fantasy

I entered the world of Wonderland
wandering around
a familiar sillhouette stood at the far end
edging closer i saw the most beautiful thing in my life
you sat at the throne looking too gorgeous to be true..

your brown bottomless pit staring at me lovingly
making my knees go weak

I reached out for you..
my skin against yours but alas!

illusion
illusion
illusion

the throne disappeared
everything became a blur
i tried holding on to you
begging on my knees
praying to the lord fervently

stay
prithee please

but the more i tried
the more u fade away

first by pieces
next by parts
finally heart and soul departs

your eyes now hold nothing of me
love transformed into fragments
i stared helplessly
tears of sorrows overwhelming

bitter and woes flood the room
dissolving this dark fantasy into reality

Cheris

well, this is a poem written by me..i have seen many of my friends walking into this trap..well, its inevitable and i have been there and done that too...but we all end up seeing our efforts going to waste..so what's the point?why don't we give up?yeps,i'm still wondering bout this..

anyway back to reality!!yesterday bbq was sooooooo fun and yummy!!wowowowo!the nutella cake that we bought was great and delicious!i love the part where we played card games..it was so nice and cosy gathering everyone...i jus love gatherings!then i went home with a bad tummyache..guess it was the raw satays and dog biscuits..lol..serves me right for being greedy, hahas..then my fren asked mii to take care..i told him not to think too much of our r/s cos it wun go further than frens and i dun wanna let him down...i feel that he realli treat me very well, better than...but i dun wanna lie to him..yea..sorry buddy..its impossible between us..so i confessed and i knew i hurt him..sighh..