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Monday, April 27, 2009
a breather 1:56 AM

phew.finally rest after a crazy day of endless work.my head is swimming real badly.not of euphoria but of drowsiness.Drowsiness from routine and a dosage of flu medicine.anyway this afternoon at twelve pm i promptly opened NUS arch website to see whether i was short listed for the interview.my hands went cold and my head swam further.damn not up yet.so i went over to hong leong for mailing invites and saw Ting Ju and Weiling!it was so nice to see them after so long..soon after i was back i went back to the website to click.my hands went super cold this time as i saw the link appearing.On instincts, i clicked 29 april and scrolled down.saw See Yee name.YAY! and the moment came went i saw my name.with what was left of my pathetic voice i screamed "oh my god!".seriously thank god for this.i m like a step closer to realising my dreams.there's 180 ppl to be accepted into this course acc to prof tan and i hope i am one of them.

anyway this was what happened on sunday.
a passage from Madame Butterfly.
a theme-Transformations
and they told us to write in our own interpretations what we think about this theme in NO MORE NO LESS THAN 50 WORDS.i was dumbfounded.so i spent thirty mins doing the essay cos i simply wrote too much.
next up,they asked us to do a drawing on any scale about what we have interpretated.on this lousy piece of A4 paper.my copic markers ink went right thru the paper.-.- period.anyway i spend forty five mins to an hour on the damn drawing which was super confusing.i did a city landscape that transitioned from past to modern societies and civilization as well as ppl in diff centuries being blindfolded.my mind was on total 'use your instincts' mode so i didnt noe wth i was doing.
with what was left of that pathetic thirty mins i had to construct a model.my hands were shaking,there was no compasses,there was no time to search for anything and i forgot to bring my markers.shit big time.so i made used of what i have and made a super morbid model.i did a human with her eyes closed and a hand over her mouth to depict that she's not divulging anything.then i made holes at what supposed to be pupils and stuff paper strips there to indicate that we can see transformations yet we don't realise or feel the process happening on us.then i made stairs and atime bridge with human feet on it to depict lost intransition.that transformation is like walking up and down to sth new or old.it might be good or bad.but it all boils down to the same subject matter.

so everything linked and i licked up the remaining drops of glue with my card paper and mount it on the red card.my mom stood outside waiting and she was like speechless when she saw my sculpture.why?cause when i looked arnd me,everyone did buildings and chairs or sofas except me.i did a face.cool.and i used french cols when i actually wanted to do pop art.damn my brain for forgetting those markers.

so i pray...weds they will give me a sign of acceptance.and i m still adamant of getting into any universities.

anyways i am heading down to tanjong pagar ltr to look at my c bag before meeting vk to get a ring and a shirt!!