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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Yet ANOTHER day 5:59 AM

went out with penguin for a shopping trip at raffles city!the first thing i did was to look for a neon col top at river island but there was no size 6!!SAD man..so ended up going hula and co to get two dresses on top of a highwaist shorts that penguin give me:( niways i am at Macs now with tr chilling out!!wish me luck at the interview tmr k!!xoxo

Monday, March 30, 2009

HAHA 9:12 AM

eee...i look like a kid

0.0

Swathi and I!!

Angeline at Fig and Olives!

Today is a day of interviews!!!i was late as usual and took a cab down to Ubi industrial estates.Turned out that the cabbie had a poor sense of direction and he got me super lost and penniless admist the towering estates.Frustrated, i got off and reluctantly paid him the money, got oogled at by foreign workers and laughed at by taxi drivers before i found the damn place.Turns out that it is just behind Kah Motors.(wtf man!)so i went to the office and realised after thirty mins that the manager need someone who can work at least a year!WTH.Nevertheless he was nice and told me that he will give me a reply a week ltr.After that continued job hunting in CBD and Orchard.Well, hopes are rather low so i am betting all my chances at KPMG this weds..PLEASE TAKE ME IN!!hahas...had a lunch with Angel in btw and she kept telling me how despotic her colleagues are...i guess they are just being over friendly but scary at the same time too..met him up for dinner and watched Departure..AS USUAL U GUYS KNOW I LAUGHED!!took some pics with him too!see see see!hahas..

tmr meeting penguin! and to you-know-who:i rly hope there is nth funny going thru your mind cos i only want to be friends with u...

Saturday, March 28, 2009

3 Days 8:46 AM

Joyce and I

our candlelight picnic:)

WE love the EARTH!!!

Earth hour with QF!had a candlelight picnic and saw Joyce!:)

covered!!!

Penguin and me acting dumb!

ebi and James:)

kiyo and ebi!

our wait for kiyo to change her slippers:X

honeydew pineapple tarts!

Penguin and I!!(i love the cookbook that kiyo lent to me:))

carrying the meat and vegtables that we chopped at kiyo's house!!

GEKKA chalet at downtown east

(we are a crazy bunch who steamboats instead of BBQ)

here is a picture of the recent photoshoot at the botanic gardens:)

Thursday, March 26, 2009

saturday night fever 8:08 PM

last sat,had my dance lessons as usual.couldn't really catch up as i missed lessons last week and next sat is like the showcase already!!*freaking out*oh ya and i got my ultimate birthday present!a CANON IXUS 980 IS from my parents!MUAHAHA!have been waiting for this moment for a long time!after the lessons i rushed home to change and meet QF...he treat me to steamboat as i wasn't feeling too well to eat curry.it was one hella expensive dinner!!120 bucks k!!but its super sumptous(mouth watering Japan's black pig shabu shabu!)woots!after the treat i treated him back with the river taxi ride!it was funny to see how lost we are in our previous outing and we agreed to go Timbre at the Asian Civilisations Museum in our next outing.(my treat this time!)It was nice chatting with someone you know for so long and we are both proud of our horrible eating habits(FAT AND OILY!).hahaha...it seems as though none of us has changed much ever since ___ sec2..oh well, gotta go find a new job!had a photoshoot at the botanic gardens yest!!will upload the photos on sunday!:)

QF and I!(he trying to act cute haha!)

Hui ping,me and Jerline?(i forgot her name!)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

19! 9:13 AM

counting my blessings emo days are gone!!but i still dislike rainy days.i love the sun and the clear blue skies:)thank you guys for the birthday wishes and a VERY BIG THANK YOU to those who stand by me all these years and time listening to my nags and craps, my tears and joy.I LOVE YOU GUYS.there were about thirty to forty messages and i kept saying thanks and each message added a lil note of joy in my heart.its all these that counts and all the company that surrounds me..i do take all this joy and thank god for giving me this.HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!!!!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

emo 7:43 PM

after all the submission and whatsoever i realised my mother threw away all my past articles that was published in the chinese newspapers.oh my god.like serious crap.then as i searched the website up and down for any trace i realised how insignificant i am in this world.a minion.i called nchs to request mdm png to write an appraisal for me but i just realised how weird things are to call up upon her.do i really deserve such true comments and remarks??damn life is just f-up at the moment.niways tmr is my bday!!hope i can see some light.:)i m going out with him to celebrate today.sometimes, i wish things just remain in ambiguity...sometimes i wish i could have stepped out to make a decision and be happy about it..

Friday, March 13, 2009

rejoice 4:57 AM

I don't know why but things aren't going smoothly for me.but i still rejoice in my relaxation and rest!finally start to eat more properly!YAY!and i really thank god for all my friends supporting me out there!went out with gekka the other time and ended up getting pics with an amazingly huge Meiji chocolate!(loves*)yest went to hui ling house to plan our holiday trip, play with snowy and went for a great swim!the water was amazingly cold under the scorching sun and we planned on embarking taiwan for a week's worth of farmstay!!YAY!!life's good!(quote from lucas).miss ying ying and guys still..will want to meet up with you guys soon k!!just came back from BTT( i failed due to pure luck) and walked arnd the fields and path with him.:)

Sunday, March 08, 2009

my a lvls 8:43 AM

okies here's my a levels results!improved but still bad:(
GP B (yay!)
Econs A (the result of 20 essays :D)
Maths B ( okay la)
Chem B (expected??)
Physics C (WTF?!!!)

well, so as you can see my life is screwed.i can scrapped through uni but i hope the courses i am going are seriously dead and unpopular.still in a dilemma between architecture and economics.rahhh!but looking back at my JC life i realised its more than just results but also the happy and sad memories that i brought back with me..the endless mugging, countless karaoke sessions and laughter.However, the crux within this two years spent in NYJC made me see the paradox of human beings.how selfish they are and how superficial urbanised mankind are in that little perfect world of theirs, how everyone has this dark side and double edged sword in their lives.clubbing and mugging, backstabbing and praising. all the little ironies in life have made me seem impossible to survive in that society but i did anyway. i became one of them. but now as i break free, i realised how true some friends are and how dissappointing others are...embrace and thank god for making me see clearly who really treasured me and who used me...:)

to a friend HP:thanks for cheering me up that day when i felt pained..
to another friend J:thanks for making my day seem a lil brighter
to the last friend V:thanks for forcing food down my throat as i battle anorexia
to him:thanks for keeping me acc and analysing the facts with me that very night admist mozzies and buzzing silence...