alot of things were kept hidden away from me...yes, i know its my fault but can't someone just let me know earlier?this time it hit me badly so much so i want to run away, this circle is sth i dun like and i just want to embrace things of the impossible...i was wondering, did anyone bother to see my blog?ideal, ideals...its just so difficult to survive in that place..i'm tired...selfish individuals are not my cup of tea..