Dark FantasyI entered the world of Wonderlandwandering arounda familiar sillhouette stood at the far endedging closer i saw the most beautiful thing in my lifeyou sat at the throne looking too gorgeous to be true..your brown bottomless pit staring at me lovinglymaking my knees go weakI reached out for you..my skin against yours but alas!illusionillusionillusionthe throne disappearedeverything became a bluri tried holding on to youbegging on my kneespraying to the lord ferventlystayprithee pleasebut the more i triedthe more u fade awayfirst by piecesnext by partsfinally heart and soul departsyour eyes now hold nothing of melove transformed into fragmentsi stared helplesslytears of sorrows overwhelmingbitter and woes flood the room dissolving this dark fantasy into realityCheriswell, this is a poem written by me..i have seen many of my friends walking into this trap..well, its inevitable and i have been there and done that too...but we all end up seeing our efforts going to waste..so what's the point?why don't we give up?yeps,i'm still wondering bout this..
anyway back to reality!!yesterday bbq was sooooooo fun and yummy!!wowowowo!the nutella cake that we bought was great and delicious!i love the part where we played card games..it was so nice and cosy gathering everyone...i jus love gatherings!then i went home with a bad tummyache..guess it was the raw satays and dog biscuits..lol..serves me right for being greedy, hahas..then my fren asked mii to take care..i told him not to think too much of our r/s cos it wun go further than frens and i dun wanna let him down...i feel that he realli treat me very well, better than...but i dun wanna lie to him..yea..sorry buddy..its impossible between us..so i confessed and i knew i hurt him..sighh..