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alright people..i admit i m evil playing in this rs eventually but i can't help it..i jus hate guys who dun treasure me as a stead..well, i finally concluded game's over after thinking long and hard..its kinda ironical how much i wanted to stay in this game but i guess i'll be on a losing end still so i kinda end it before things got worst..if u dun wanna stay with me then stop being a loser jus tell it straight in my face..i've gotten so tough now i m not a bit apologetic for this..sorry for being a bitch (to my frens)dun be shocked or mistaken..its still me..its still good ol' sharon :) so today i finally braced myself and went out with ed..its been a long time eva since we ate and sing tgt..he's still mii best male buddy eva since i entered jc..aft havin a bf i can fill him up with lies so that mii bf wun get angry ova the fact that i'm going out with a guy.ridiculous isn't it?aft mths of passive stoicism, i finally broke free from the chains of love..i guess i wun be goin back into a r/s any time soon..a lil traumatised..but i did apologised to ed for mii lies and he forgave mii..nice fren isn't he?so we sat on the creaky wooden floors at vivo and looked at the azure sky slowly turinin gray, pouring our hearts out about our failed relationships..i stared into the once-beautiful view in front of me (sentosa..its undergoing construction now) and listenin to the occasional honks of the ferries, it struck mii suddenly how silly i am..how dumb i was to overlook so much things just because of a guy..how i lost mii freedom and frens cos of a person who doesn't treasure mii at all..
beep..
the msg signal rang as i opened it..it was him..hah..he wrote..hello,hope you enjoyed the past few days,do take care when u go to the hosp tmr..end of msg..so false so insincere..inside mii,i screamed..if u dun care dun bother to!u r not the only one in the world that send mii that msg and that was the most bland..the most boring msg i eva received..it took mii awhile to calm down as i recalled all the misgivings and pain..
exaggerating isn't it?well...i shall put all these behind me..so i deleted it off..beep the phone went again and the msg was gone..for eva...the memories began to slowly un-etched from mii mind..mii heart no longer thud loudly and painfully..as lucas said.."life is good" :)
