heys actually i dunno whether i should feel lousy..or maybe i m lousy..but i m jus disappointed that i have been let down by him..its like i love him so much i sacrifice mii time and put him in first place despite i noe how impt frens are to mii..but he still dun love mii that much or dun talk that much anymore..its as though he is sick of me..but i m sad..really nearly cried..rhyme*so i jus decided frens and studies are SO MUCH more impt than all these ..or maybe i do too much le..i jus cannot show him mii sad side..inside its bleeding ok?even though i look happy on the outside..think mii heart too kind le..must learn how to be hard hearted..anyway..i got into choir and i love mii og!that's wad matters most to mii..i m finally HAPPY to be in NYJC..hahs..oh ya and i also feel so upset having to let angel go hme alone..thats how frens matters to me..its THAT MUCH..i finally know..